Friday, October 12, 2012

Hangover

Reminds me of the morning-after.
U kno when u've had too much to drink. And the morning after u get up to this greasy feeling inside. It's what perhaps the guilt might feel like if one could physically feel it. Ur head is heavy. And u kno u've ruined the day for urself. Feeling sapped out of energy, & motivation...u drag through the daily chores, and as u go over the memories of the evening, u find urself cursing aloud for the excesses said n done.
There's little u can do to salvage the today. U don't feel strong enuf to consider quitting, and so there's little u do to salvage the tomorrow.
This phase of the life reminds me of the morning-after.